Author: Soul
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08. A thousand souls have leaked out.
A thousand souls have escaped, and this is a moment when the restless part of me that you once called ‘damned’ has taken over. This part of me has been releasing a thousand souls so meticulously locked away, and locked away for so long, that I now struggle to even recognise them, let alone tame…
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07. About the fuckin’ Ticking
Time makes us slaves, time frees us, excites us, frightens us, it is the key to the concept of addiction and death as well as life. Without the dimension of time, nothing could be. Without time we would be a fucking frame, a painting. Tonight I feel empty, as empty as I have felt in…
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06. About the devious Choke Collar
To feel alive, we need to feel mortal. So we chase sex, alcohol, love and smoking. The more we detach ourselves from life, the more flat and monotonous it becomes. The more we need to feel mortal. Music is in the middle. Music: Louder, more dreamy, more inward, bloody, violent and visceral. Screams. Music is…
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*. The cracks in me
I am not surrounded by silence. It’s the murmuring of a thousand souls, trying to take all I know to the limit, and then destroying it. What is the good, what is the happiness, what is the respect for oneself and for the others? I fall asleep at night when my body is worn out…
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05. About Music
Elbows on the table, hands resting on the head. Silence. The only thing that can be heard in the room is the sound of an old fan. In front of my eyes, the title of yet another song that I have been listening to on a loop is playing. Every once in a while a…
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04. About the Toxic love between enlightenment and repression
Today I am offering you a video which did not inspire me to write this stream, but which has always been a dissonant element for my soul and my intellect. Who was it that told you that people are in need of “rescue” from a state of being that is a dis-ease to you? Who…
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*. The Master and Margarita
For the nth time, I’m going to start a forced stream of consciousness, it’s not something I wanted to do but it’s something I have to do and this one is a little outside the rules I’ve set myself for this blog but it remains a post in stream of consciousness. Today I saw a…
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03. About possession
Preface: These exercises are making my souls grow, souls that are sprouting like mint, like weeds that grow between the tiles of a balcony, and it’s getting harder and harder to keep them at bay, and so these streams of consciousness are getting more and more confusing because there are so many of them and…
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02. About souls
I have never learned to be alone with myself, but I am learning not to judge others. It’s essential to stop the vicious cycle created by the correct relationship between the way we are perceived and the way we really are. This society demands that you have only one role, one stereotype, you cannot be…
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01. Alive
Hey body, yes body! Soul is out now and can shout for a few minutes! This is Soul speaking, an Idiot soul of a body. No matter what body, no matter what nation, no matter what sex. More oppressive chains than prejudice are colour, sex and social class. The soul cries out: I am a…